Azure Ray - November

So I'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin.
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree,
like a kite that floats so effortlessly.

I was afraid to be alone,
now I'm scared thats how I'd like to be.
All the faces none the same.
How can there be so many personalities,
so many lifeless empty hands.
So many hearts in great demand.
And now my sorrow seems so far away
until I'm taken by these bolts of pain,
but I turn them off and tuck them away,
till these rainy days that make them stay.
And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And I don't think they'll ever go away
Just like thinking of your childhood home,
but we can't go back we're on our own.
ohhh

But im about to give this one more shot
and find it in myself,
I'll find it in myself.

So were speeding towards that time of year
to the day that marks that you're not here
and I think I'll want to be alone
so please understand that I don't answer the phone
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
until I can see nothing at all
only particles some fast some slow
All my eyes can see is all I know
ohh..

But im about to give this one more shot
and find it in myself,
I'll find it in myself

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